They asked me to go to detox for the abrupt stopping of suboxone. I just walked in a job and was working the same night on the clock walking around this town feeling horrible sure. It is no fun. It has taken most of my life. Overdoses and a divorce and not able to see my kids. Nah, I will let myself feel this this time. No more backing down to my problems. No more crying. I did what I did to my loved ones in my addiction and they cry for me. What I can do is stop feeling sorry for myself and go to work. I am reading the gospel of mathew with my brother in law. I understand now.
