They call it a drug, but that word is far too

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They call it a drug, but that word
is far too soft. This isn’t weed or whiskey. No…
meth is something else entirely.

Meth is sorcery.

When I was in its grip,
I didn’t feel high. I felt haunted.
It starts like any ritual.
A pipe.
A flame.
A crystal shard.
A moment of silence.
Then the inhale.
And with it, something enters.

It doesn’t come as light;
it comes as shadow.

It wraps itself around your spine and begins to whisper.

At first, those whispers feel like power. You think you’re unlocking something: limitless energy, untouchable confidence, euphoria.

Sleep? No. Who would sleep through something as good as this?

But it’s a lie. You aren’t unlocking anything. You’re being bound.

Meth doesn’t just alter your mood - it alters your soul.

I’ve watched people lose their reflection in the mirror, watched their eyes shift from windows to prisons.

I know, because it happened to me.
I wasn’t myself anymore.
I was a puppet, and the strings weren’t just chemical,
they were spiritual.

People don’t understand until they’ve lived it:

meth is demonic.

It doesn’t just take your health,
your teeth, your money, your kids.
It takes your will.

It tears open a spiritual door that most people never knew existed, and once that door is opened, something comes through. Something dark. Something ancient. Something hungry.

That’s why meth is unlike anything else. It doesn’t just kill - it curses. And that’s why most people can’t get free on their own. Rehab, jail, programs - they help some, but when someone truly breaks free from meth, there’s almost always a deeper story. ..

A holy one.

Meth is sorcery, and you don’t break a spell with willpower.

You break it with deliverance.

That’s why I speak boldly now. That’s why I risk sounding crazy. Because I was crazy. I lived in a realm of darkness that most people only glimpse in nightmares.
And now I’m free. So if you’re reading this and meth has its claws in you, understand this:
you’re not just battling addiction.
You’re battling a spirit.
You’re in a war for your soul.

You have the power to defeat it......
It's up to you to make that choice and walk away from that war ......

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#2

I've been free off meth for 6 and a half years after using for 35 years since I was 16 in the 80s..its the devil..

#3

Long story short, I only used meth one time, and only because I was so desperate after years of suffering because of health issues, isolation, and being “sober,” for years, and it was all of a sudden placed in front of me and I wasn’t mentally prepared to say no in that moment, because I was already feeling desperate for relief, and I knew that meth had so much power, especially for euphoria which was what I craved so badly. I ended up overdosing, and I stupidly pushed myself through it, in isolation so that I wouldn’t hurt anyone other than myself. I was so disgusted with myself that I immediately quit weed as well. I believe that I m only alive today by the Lords Grace, and I definitely should be dead, multiple times over for different reasons throughout my life. My new Therapist/Counselor says that I definitely have brain damage, not only from that but from various other factors throughout my life, especially lots of trauma from my childhood and teen years, as I’ve also become convinced that I suffer from ComplexPTSD. Life has become a living heck, especially since the meth use, however my “foundation,” is Christ and in His blood :drop_of_blood:, through His Holy Spirit, stronger than anything else, physical or spiritual, temporary or eternal. :raised_hands:

#4

Calling it what it is takes courage. Recovery is possible. Many here are living maples of that. Thank you for sharing

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