How I could have ever doubted my HP is
Something I will never understand-as he/she/it has always shown up for me to guide me to the person I am intended to
Be, my higher self. The only reason i can think of as to why I started to doubt my trust and belief is becaue I stopped looking at people, places, things and events as my HP’s means of communication and place in my path for a reason.
I shouldn’t be so amazed when things start falling into place when I am thinking with smart feet, but here I am completely dumbfounded.
After 18 months of making the choice to surround myself with people who, not only only looked out for themselves and no one else, i started to think the every human was only out for themselves and at everyone’s expense, I began to lose my faith is wholesome goodness and humanity. I started to believe my HP had left me and no longer worked through people. However, three people have been so perfectly placed in my path, I would have to be beyond stupid not to see that it was my HP’s doing.
First, there is my neighbor, LeAnn, who has shown me, and my cats, the most genuine love, kindness and compassion. She has never, not once, made Me feel like I was asking her for too much or that i am a burden. Rather, reinforcing the opposite by saying I don’t ask for enough help sometimes! She has gotten angry for me when I was too exhausted to care. She even went as far as providing me with lists of resources, advocated for me when I was unable to find my words and even provided my mom with a list resources-purely and simply to help, with zero expectations of anything in return. Then there are the two woman I became acquainted with when they responded to a post I had made on the Nextdoor app. upon finding out a few details of why I needed care for my very loved cats, they both have offered to help in any way possible, with only my wellness and promise to heal as compensation.
There is Sarah, fostering them for the majority of the 45 days in her home. Who has also met me with all the encouragement and zero judgement.
Then there is Anna, who also has been supporting from a place empathy and compassion and willing to help in any way possible to easy my anxiety about leaving my boys.
These three woman are the real deal and are all going to work together to love my boys-my two hearts beating outside my chest, giving me the gift of peace of mind while I work on getting back to my genuine, authentic higher self.
They have the purest hearts of gold and most definitely were placed in my path for reason. Perhaps to remind me that when I start to show up to my life with smart feet and faith, HP will show up too.
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