This addiction has taken my life through some tough storms. I feel like throwing in the towel between the addiction and the depression I'm overwhelmed and stressed out. It is so hard to get clean. I do good for a while and then I slip up. I go to counseling but it's not enough. I just don't know what to do. No one to talk to.
Life sometimes makes thing seem like the world has decided it would rather not have us here. The good news is that it is only a season. As the saying goes, “trouble don’t last always.” Are you in a program? I find that when times get tough having people who have been where I am is helpful.
Get back on the horse again and find a meeting