This coming week is going to be trying. I have a few things going on this week that will really test me. I feel my chest starting to tighten and my breathing feels like a chore. I start seeing a therapist on Monday who treats addictions. She also treats PTSD. I'm so tired, so exhausted.
Tomorrow is 6 weeks sober. I'm grateful to have made it this far. I've been craving something fierce the last few days probably in anticipation of next week. I know a lot of people will tell me to go to meetings. I'm just not into it. I've tried. I'll continue to try to give it another chance.
I'm not sure what I want by writing this; I guess maybe to know I'm not alone.