Super stressful day today, had been having to beg my wife for money for the past 45 days while I'm in treatment, it's my paycheck that is going into our joint account,and she would not respond to my texts I WAS at her mercy for whenever she decided to send me money,I got tired of it and got a new account for me and transferred money from that account to my new account, and all of sudden she has time to call me up and cuss me out demanding that I put the money back in the old account just goes to show me that she could live without me
Take some time. Practice breath or simple guided meditation. This is rough you are right but let it be an opportunity to practice a good coping method