This is dedicated to you, If you feel the lowest

This is dedicated to you,
If you feel the lowest of the lows
You don't want to struggle anymore
I know how it feels.....

Why, why do we live to die?

I choose to run away cuz I'm gonna die
Got to get thru all the tears so I can face my fears

Had enough hell I'm my life
Percs, Heroin, and Fentanyl
Help me run away from the drug life
Satan's got a place in my heart and that's not right

Toxic, Toxic, Toxic
The most beautiful things grow old and start rotting
We're a mess and our life's a wreck

First I got to decide if I want to live life or just die

Action, Action, Action
I can't just say a spell and have my life change

Either give AA a chance or fight demons the rest of my probably short life
Loose my opinion of how to stay sober
Definitely not educated in that - how to be sober
For that I'll need a sponsor to give me a fighting chance.
Do whatever I got to do handle my business.
There is no price too high for happiness
We all have a chance..
If we get out of own way

That is good