This is Harder then I anticipated why do I just

Recovery
#1

This is Harder then I anticipated why do I just want to spark up a blunt and smoke my worries away ugh… I need to stay strong I know these first couple of days is going to drag

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#2

You got this……

#3

That’s a constant reminder today because I totally feel like I don’t got this, thank you for the encouragement :pray:

#4

one day at a time, one moment at a time be easy on yourself. sending u peace and mindfulness

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#5

I know exactly what you mean. I chose to go to meetings for support, and to learn how to live life without it. Have you considered a recovery program? Is weed your DOC? It was one of mine. There actually is a MA (marijuana anonymous) program if that’s your main squeeze

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#6

Yes for 10 years and I always try and I can for maybe a week or two a month is the longest I’ve gone just for job purposes but I desperately want to let it go I’m tired of suppressing, I want to face life without it.

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#7

Sounds like my story. If I’m honest with myself, I really can’t control my getting high. I always end up back in the same rut. Truth is I don’t just want a little buzz, I want/need to smoke until I’m a zombie. I didn’t want to give it up. I couldn’t imagine life without it. 18 months later I still miss it, but my life is so much better without it. I don’t know how to smoke like “normal” people. It’s hard. I don’t recommend doing it on your own.

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#8

Vanessa think about what you said. “Light up and smoke your worries away” ask yourself, do the worries really go away. You know they don’t, there right there waiting for you when you come down. Be the strong woman you know you are, and calmly work through your worries. Also reaching out for help like you have here helps. We all know what you’re going through, your not alone we got your back.

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