This is the last day I’m waking up hungover, not knowing what happened. I called my crush over ten times and knocked on my neighbours doors for WHAT. I went 6 months then had a falling out with a great friend and hopped back on. I spent this entire week blacked out. Now I’m awake with glass all over my floor, no idea if I have friends and an injured hand. Why is this a thing for me?
It takes time and LOTS of effort, but you can do this!
Keep at it
Don't feel special. This is a thing for most of us. So much broken glass, broken bones, etc. We all feel you.
Obviously you need more help like meetings, counseling and maybe detox. No one is worth doing that to your body. No excuse is a good excuse believe me I used a few. Get help
You can do it. You have to commit to it though and not let anything get in the way. Removing alcohol will change your life. It changed mine. Let me know if I can help in any way.
Dust yourself off and get back on track, my friend. The good news is you never have to wake up like this again.
The first days are the hardest days but every day sober is better day than the ones when we were chasing the dragons…
Stay open! The fact that you are sharing is the first step to being open for a new way of life.
Wishing for you to see all the good days ahead
Been there many times sir. I eventually figured out I needed a medical detox to get the ball rolling or I would justify all kinds of bull !?@& ,"getting sober " my own way. After several relapses, I've learned you need to limit the duration of the relapse and seek help ASAP. In my case , this includes a medical detox bc withdrawals were awful. I can't recommend one anymore. Good luck. I'm here if you need to ask anything about the process.