This time of the year is especially hard for me

This time of the year is especially hard for me. Even though I have a small family to share with there is still an emptiness. Knowing that i dont have my Mom or dad and now my brother has passed. Knowing that I have fudged so many holidays up by getting high and drunk trying to drown emotions. Today Iam greatful to be clean knowing ill remember this one

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Congratulations Jonathan. Even though they aren't there doesn't mean they aren't with you everywhere you go. In your heart!! I know they are proud of you. Keep going don't give up. You can do it. This is one of many more to come :grin:

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My condolences. Proud of you for the distance you’ve travelled so far. Keep your eye on your sobriety. You’ll see more growth as you keep sticking to it.

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It was a good Thanksgiving ate some good stuff. Made a meeting

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