I successfully turned my life around by getting clean, moving to Europe, graduating college, and becoming a homeowner. However, I became complacent and relapsed, causing my wife to divorce me and forcing me to lose my house and pets. This experience has been a wake-up call for me, pushing me to stay clean and make a comeback. I want to share my story, strength, and hope in the hopes that it will inspire at least one addict to get clean.
I wish I could draw how I feel. I want to know what it looks like. I get it. I struggle with trying to express the way I feel too.
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That’s really why I try and remember how bad it was, I mean I was in rehab and said it’s not that bad lol. My house manager said to me “really, look where you are” that was the day I realized I needed to open my eyes. Remembering the pain helps and knowing I have to go to meetings to remind myself that I’m sick.
Thank you Tony for sharing your incredible story. You are not alone. Lots of love and support in the rooms here. Ask for help stay honest open and willing WE. WE do it one day at a time. Recovery ❤🩹 is real and it saves our lives and gives us great purpose and meaning, well it does me anyway 
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