So I'm coming up on my last month here at the phoenix house. This month should be an interesting one, this is gonna be the time I spend figuring out the next step in my journey. I'll now transition from treatment into recovery. So this week I'll be making calls too my public defender and too stairways recovery center, which is where I'd like to go after I graduate from phoenix house. The courts have me referred too go to the pax house in Pasadena and while I've looked into that place, I jus don't feel it's the best fit for myself moving forward. I feel like I'm better suited for stairways. Plus I got my boys who have since graduated here and moved on too over there. I don't c y switching up my sober living should be any issue wit the courts. I'm doing everything rite here. I work the kitchen, I work the program, I'm doing my step work, I jus got my transcripts so I can follow thru on the next step wit my 80 hr training course for drug counseling, I'm one of five house leaders here at the phoenix house. So I've got my next court date on November 20th, we jus put in my 30 day extension here thru December 7th (court orders have to do 90 days rather then 60 days for walk ins) so December 7th is my graduation day. So things r happening fast so I'm jus trying too keep up wit all that. I'm grateful today for all these things that r starting too come together for myself. I'm very proud of myself for finding the willingness too better myself. Life is good. And it's my son's birthday tomorrow 
