This year I’ll try not to drink to much
This year I’ll try to stand up for myself
This year I’ll live like I’ve never lived before.
This is my year for sure?
Do or do not, there is no try. These are great goals, but I highly recommend you break each one down into smaller goals. Sometimes it can feel overwhelming, but with smaller and sustainable goals you can build progress. Try to break in the year into each month, and then to each week. What can you do this week to help work towards your goals? Keep open, keep hopeful, and I know you will make magnificent progress. Don't forget that you have support every step of the way. We can't do this alone. Work as hard as you can for this new life and you will experience it.
Funny thing is I don’t even drink it looked and sounded better on paper than get high her use this year. I hear what you are saying I tried the sober life in the past but nothing got better actually things got significantly worse. So of course I am going to go back to what I know.