Thought i was doing good and feeling happy then just like that bang my whole world is crushed. All cause she thinks ive moved on and makes lies to my kids too the point my kids hate me. So whats the point of this all anyway. Please lord give me strength cause i feel like giving up
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My hope for you is that you are working a program that involves going to live meetings, working with a sponsor, getting phone numbers of other men that work a solid program, pick up the 1000 pound phone and ask for help, meditate.
You've prayed, I suggest praying more until there is an answer. The answer isn't necessarily a voice from above, a burning bush, or a parting sea. It may be something less obvious.
When I feel similar to you, i try to find someone to help. This makes me feel better being of service and gets me out of my head.
I also pray for the person(s) that harmed me. I pray for their peace and serenity. The gift of get from that is better than anything that cam be bought or any drink that is perceived to fix.
If you or anyone is the CHSarea needs a chat, it would be an honor to give my number and meet for coffee and maybe something sweet.
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Yes to all of the above
100% thank you for your words but I’m from Canada so meeting isn’t going to happen but will add you to my friend list here