I was clean for 3 years until recently I was in a bad car accident which landed me in the hospital for 3 weeks the entire time in the hospital I was on a lot of heavy pain meds, I had to be with the amount of injuries and surgeries I was having. They sent me home with a 7 day supply worth of pain meds, I ran out of them within 3 days then turned back to the streets to get more pain meds. Now I can’t seem to stop. I’m beyond upset with myself about this. Please help
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Are you able to attend meetings? You can get back up 
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You didn’t throw away 3 years. You gained 3 years of experience.
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Thanks. I’m glad you’re here to tell your experience. Sounds like you did a lot to try not to be here. I hate that you, myself and anyone else has ever felt suicide was their only option.
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You did it before you can do it again! Show yourself some grace and go back to what you learned in those 3 years. You’ve got this!
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