Time restarts again
I wasn’t strong enough, I woke up today and wasn’t able to say I made it.
I feel ashamed. Guilty & like a failure.
Idk how, I kept telling myself not to do it, that it wasn’t good for me, and I still did it. It’s taking everything inside me to write and admit this. But, now I can say, without a doubt, I’m an alcoholic. For the first time today I’ve opened my AA book, knowledge is power and I intend to use everything in my reach to never have to feel this hopelessness again… to anyone reading this, stay strong & remember… “once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic.” So let’s take this one day at a time. Much love to all
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One day, one moment, one second at a time sometimes
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Thank you for sharing
Adriana! Welcome back! We still love you! You’re not a failure to me! In fact you have so much courage to admit you have a problem and that you’re an Alcoholic! You just made the first step towards your sobriety! You got this. I say this a lot and that is what’s one thing you will do different this time in recovery? Just change one thing. You’ll be amazed.
This is my third attempt and second time through treatment and first time working AA program. AA is where it’s at. I’m in. 
percent in. Steps….. helping others…. Stay sober.
I’m so happy for you! I’m so happy for you! 
keep your head up
You made it back... thankfully! I never understood grace... it clearly shows here! Congratulations O2-28-2OO2