Tired of being a Bart Simpson, loosing important people in my life. Use to counsel troubled youth and my life has taken a downward spiral due to my drinking and actions being intoxicated. Ive reached out to friends and family with no help Likely due to my actions and appearance/ reputation. I’m not that. Tired of being viewed like that. Alcohol may not be my only problem but it is definitely my biggest one. Looking for some sort of guidance. I’ve never been to a meeting.
Aa. Org for meetings.nothing will change.action. Aa 
Try an in person AA meeting. It’s a great way to meet new people that you can add to your circle of friends who share the same goal as you do: sobriety