To be honest I'm struggling today. I had 10 yrs

To be honest I'm struggling today. I had 10 yrs clean now I'm in a sober living after my relapse and on lockdown. I love being clean but hate getting sober and starting from scratch. Just trying to take it one day at a time one moment at a time.

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All we can do. A moment if need be. Glad you still alive. Feel blessed you got another chance at life. Doing the right thing.

Youre doing great. Youve shown alota strength doing it for ten years. Be proud of yourself. YOU ARE IN CONTROL

I hope things become better just take it one day at a time

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Jonathan! Welcome back bud! I totally agree and understand that newcomer feeling… I don’t want to have that ever again…
You’re in the right path. One day at a time. One moment at a time. For me I had to look at my life differently the second time around. See where you had lacked in your sobriety and make the necessary adjustments for your sobriety going forward. There was something that change in your program that caused this relapse. Keep your head up.
I had to change everything I was doing in my life. From my thoughts to learning about religion to eating healthier to how I communicate to others.
It’s a process. I didn’t do it all at once. Just take one thing at a time, make the changes and then keep working on it until it becomes routine. Then add another small change to your life… repeat as needed. Then practice maintenance as our Daily reprieve.

I do it's not really the same as in person