To everyone out there I just want to let you know that they say the obsession will leave you which it will but the thought of it stays with you for a long time I've been clean 4 years and I have a thought of meth in my head for the past 3 weeks I don't know what's going on with it but I know down deep in my heart what would happen if I go back I would lose everything I work my a-- off to get and that's my daughter in my life they say when you have a feeling or urge talk about it and that's what I'm doing but to everybody out there and be strong you got this it's so much better than laying your head on the curb you're able to talk to loved ones be trusted in somebody's house and have money in your pocket to do with and buy what you want so love goes out to everyone of you prayers out to every one of you you all have a good day
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You just need some satan repellent - he’s always there to remind us lest we forget !
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lol Satan repellent …. Like that. 
Funny how years in and out of nowhere one can get a craving or taste for that destructive lifestyle. Those sensory flashbacks can be dangerous if not talked about. Gratitude is a game changer in recovery. It keeps us toeing the line. When you’re truly grateful for something you tend to want to protect and keep it.