Hustle hat I need to stop talking about it and be about it for me personally and then when I need to talk about it and take a nap. that's a good time too... isn't it true? you cannot simultaneously plan for peace and war at the same time??? rhetorical I am so sure... (...hustle on this site is not long enough of a title it needs to be seven letters or more interesting... I like to learn new things everyday...). why don't I say I one more time? I'm sick of saying I yet I can't speak for the masses and being in AA for near 9 years and effing that up was not good and it took 2 years for me to dig a hole in the ground that I almost fell into...). I asked about 7 years into sobriety. what makes people go back to drinking or using and he says they forget where they came from and so 2 years later I did exactly what I said I wouldn't do because it couldn't happen to me. no no no cuz once you're a drunk I hate to admit it. you're always a drunk, dry, drunk. call it what you want. you're still a recovering user. never seen anybody not be that way ever EVER EVER EVER... I WAS TOLD ONCE IN MY EARLY DAYS OF AA THAT YOU NEED TO BUY A DECENT LOOKING SET OF CLOTHING BECAUSE YOU'LL BE GOING TO A LOT OF WEDDINGS AND A LOT MORE FUNERALS... HAVE A THANKFUL PLEASANT DAY EVERYONE BE GOOD TO YOURSELF FIRST SO WE CAN BE ABSOLUTELY AWESOME TO OTHERS
because starting over is MISERABLE YET IT'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN 24 HOURS HIGH DEALING WITH ADULTHOOD
I'm so immature I don't even have the time to figure out where to write what to write where to write? I just have to be here so I don't die or go to jail. I dream of drinking. I had a wonderful shot at tequila in my dreams and everybody was rich except for me and I think that's going to be okay for now. I think I've been here on this site 5 or 6 days. oh I can always look at when I bought my merch and that can tell me when I remember it was my Mom's birthday and I know this because I had the date put on my dog tags that I bought from here. they're so cool, the mine are black... The Divine is good. Energy frequency is absolutely priceless
They forget where they came from and then living it anyway. This keeps ppl sober, 9 years, a relapse, 2 years climbing back out, and still here, that’s a win!