Today has been a really hard day. I was nervous because last year St. Patty’s was my relapse. But today was an absolute disaster. I’m hanging on to my sobriety for dear life rn. Life on life’s terms I guess
I’m working on something personally that might help you. Today was my follow up appointment after breaking my back and almost dying March 3 after drinking. I thought about drinking too. Naturally. I’m an alcoholic. But I also thought about something new. I need to take every 24 hours I’m blessed to be given seriously!!! Nobody can do that but me.
It’s not a disastrous day if you survive with your sobriety! It’ll just be a very difficult day…that you conquered and learned from. You can do this! 

Hope you are hanging in there. Use your support network and stay strong. We are all here for you. Keep up the good strength
I hope your day got better, Emily!!! We’re rooting for you!!
Did you hit a meeting instead of a bar?
So glad you’re here
I did make it through. Trying to see the bright side of things
Sometimes the bright side of a bad day is purely that it is over and we survived. Glad you made it.
Did you make it?????? We got you!!!!!
Thank you everyone for the support, things managed to get worse but I’ve committed every day to just staying clean and sober no matter what happens. And I’m still clean and sober, the women I know in recovery have really helped me just vent about my situation and I’m hopeful things will get better 