Today has been a rough one

I used to spend Sunday’s alone at the bar. Every Sunday, for years. From about age 22 to 33. Today, I have spent the entire day alone and it’s still so hard sometimes to fill the mind with enough distractions to not think about my old bar days.

Today was a rough one. 276 days clean and sober though. I’m not compromising on this one. I may be alone, lonely, no where near who I wish I was at this point in my life… but I’m NOT DRUNK!

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Stay strong good job. Hit a meeting for some company or always reach out

I feel this, I struggle because I used to watch all the games at the bar especially baseball!

I haven’t put my foot into the meeting water yet. Would have no idea where to start.

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