February 4, 2021 at 0730 hrs. I suffered a cardiac arrest. I had CPR performed on me for 90 minutes. My heart stopped because of hypothermia. I was not under the influence of any alcohol or drugs. I was kept in coma for two weeks And in the hospital for a month when I came home from the hospital just want to became severely depressed and started drinking massive amounts of alcohol. People say I’m lucky to be alive and to which I respond. No, I’m not lucky. I’m blessed. Lucky is when you scratch a scratch off ticket and win five dollars Card did not want me to go God son Jesus, who died on the cross for me (I don’t think AA believes in Jesus) 
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