I am Grateful for the day off today, most importantly bc I'll be able to rest and take it easy. I woke up in more pain than usual and it's very hard to deal with on a daily basis, especially waking up to every morning. I need to give myself more proper rest, my body needs it. It's hard to sit still and do this sometimes, especially since I feel so happy to be back to life again. I want to be on the go go go, but my body is screaming to me stop, stop,stop. So I have to find a happy medium someplace. I am grateful to have the day off and have more time to take action and get things more under control.