Today I am struggling to accept the fact that my toes are really gone I'm very depressed and angry I have all the symptoms of HALT hungry angry lonely and tired but I refuse to go out the and relapse, Relapsing is not an option for me, first of all I have no sponsor which I am looking for one, no one to call at least no one to call who understands the concept of addiction, I'm a mess just needed to vent
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I’m sorry you’re going through this difficult time but don’t you dare give up!!!! We all have our mistakes and I have a lot but you are still here for a reason and no matter what you matter 
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Thank u so much for the encouragement