Today, I am struggling to remember how far I have come and how lonely sobriety can be..: it’s been a while since I have been by myself with a clear head. I am also feeling vulnerable as I am writing up step 4 and its been very difficult to comprehend my success in the last 40 days when I realize just how much damage I have created over the years. I have been sick for so long that I am not sure how much of my life was genuine. I have so many apologies and based on my actions step 9 seems a little hopeless. I think my biggest challenge during this process is accepting the things I cannot change. Definitely going to a meeting tonight!!
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Don’t worry about step 9… you are not there yet. The steps are in order for a reason. Focus on doing the very best you can, as honestly as you can on the step you are on. It took me a long time to get step 4 done. But when I was it was like a weight was lifted. Hang in there.
Keep your head up man I know its hard but it only gets better