15 days sober and left rehab because of shitty people and added trauma I certainly did'nt go in for! Threats to kick me out, working me like a dog all the while we were paying 10k for 30 days! The first 12 i got next to nothing, I dusted off my tool belt from previous sobriety(11 yrs) and did me. The steuggle you ask? The spin they pur on it talking to my family.
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Hmmm ... What's your part in it!
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Great Question! I feel my part in is constantly requesting therapy I not only needed,but was promised, I am blessed to have been able to dust off my tool belt from previous rehabilitation and sobriety dive in to the hard work and with a clean mind realize this Brand new rehab is not ready or equipped for me. In saying that I have made arrangement for me to continue my journey to continue getting ME back and am leaving for P.E.I. where a found sobriety the first time, along with knowledge they can/will provide the therapy I NEED/WANT!
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Ok. Fair enough. Has the thought of coming out to California primarily the South Orange County area ever been an option?
No, Never thought of it! My sobriety is priceless, BUT I did just lose 10K+
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Understandable. You need to pick up the pieces and continue to move forward.
I didn’t have $ or insurance to cover anything other than detox for 3 days. So I went to 3 in person meetings daily for way over a year. Got sponsors, did the 12 steps multiple times and did lots of service work.
It worked very well. You can do this if you really WANT it
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I borrowed the $! I will do this!
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You got this Ang. We are here for you
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Angelina, I’m here if you ever want to talk. And I sponsor over the phone as well.
Thank you! I really need someone, but am in Ontario Canada:broken_heart:
I kept relapsing after 5 years and 7 years clean. I have 9 months now and feel better than any other sobriety period because I faced my vulnerability issues. I worked on my self worth and had to learn to accept, forgive and then love myself. I understand ur issues are unique to u but those were minde. You know you best and only u can advocate for u. Find the right provider to help u or tx plan that fits ur needs. And keep an open mind! Good luck.
Hang in there. You can do this. I have 2 days clean. I have been in rehab it was somewhat useful. The real work starts when you leave. Sounds like this place was not a good place to be.
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