I was a $"*t as a active addict...that's putting it nicely
But God gave me US AA and many addiction groups anyway. I am so grateful Love saw that I secretly dreamt of being a real genuine simple gentle nice honest person...I didn't want to rule the world..just show up . not using... AA is not Easy if we get a sponsor who has actually worked the steps as action steps. But it's easier than pretending we know what the steps mean .it's much easier than pretending I'm not confused scared and angry all the time ..AA asks that we list our faults, admit our faults, amend our faults to those we've seriously hurt face to face .and Gives us daily freedom from our drugs of choice . I'm not, was never worthy of this kind of Love.
I am humbly grateful for all the strength AA and God gave me.. because my best effort would never have given me the life AA God and real friends has given me .
Thank you God AA and my sponsor Daniel
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Beautifully written! Freedom from addiction can truly happen!
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I read one of your posts. About having had stage two colon cancer. I was first diagnosed with colon cancer at twenty eight. I've had it return twice over the decades. I am so grateful for God's Grace and AA. I am so sorry to hear about your fiance too. I will keep you in my prayers. Don't worry about your CA returning. I had a very rare kind. Keep posting and going to meetings. You are helping women everywhere with your words. I can't speak about guys ..I am one and I know how "we" can be.. thank you for your comment about my post too
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Thank you, David. Your very kind. I am blown away you were so young with colon cancer, 28 is young. Message me and let’s talk more.