Today I have been angry all day. I feel worthless. Like I have zero value and I’m just a burden. I want to get high so bad. Instead of getting high I bought groceries. The one person that I’m always there for just isn’t here for me the way I need him to be. It’s like I have no reason to be alive or sober. But I’m trying. I just don’t feel like I matter.
Keep fighting through the pain. These moments will come in waves and you just have to know in your heart that you’re worth it and that what you are going through right at this very second is on purpose, to forge you into the person you are to become. I believe in you. Keep going💪🏻
I really appreciate that. Nicest thing anyones said to me in days.
You don’t need anybody else to affirm to you that you deserve to be happy. You’re worth it. Every time you look in the mirror say those words out loud. Then fücking dominate your day.
I’m glad that you’re so aware of your feelings. And that you posted on here. These feelings will pass as long as you let yourself feel them.
Jordan, I feel like you and I are in the same place. Chin up always! Reach out! Its the hardest thing to do, i feel like a hypocrite telling u this, because i do not, but im with u and need to do the same.