I should be so proud of myself. And I am. But it is also mixed with feelings of shame and guilt.
Shame and guilt for ever having relapsed again in the first place. I should be over 2 years clean now. But that slip turned into a 2.5-month relapse. Causing me to lose so much.
But I am here today, waking up this morning, after a good night's sleep, and ready to take on the day, and continue growing and improving as a person.
So nice to be the real me and enjoy this beautiful day sober.
I wish everyone a wonderful day.
Be addicted to bettering yourself, NOT addicted to something that WILL take everything from you.
Yes it will be hard. But it will be the best thing you have ever done.
Stay strong, and stay true..
Love M.D.