Today I’m grateful to wake also grateful that my ex wife still wants something to do with me. Grateful my son is talking to me I just hope god puts us all back together again.
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He may bring you back together but in a different way,with me I got it back but as best friends only and did it hurt yes did it suck yeah but I’m. Sober and everyone is happy so for that I am grateful , because I’d take a half of glass of water over none.
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Yeah but I can’t do that it would crush me because I’m still in love with her idk it’s gonna be a long road I’m afraid
It might be I know I have a love for a women that won’t die I can’t help it but , I have to let go and not drive myself nuts if I was worth anything to her at all she will see who I am if not her loss , you will get there one day bro , just take each day as it comes without expectations
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I’m done bub I appreciate everyone who has gave me advice but I can’t live without her or my kids no one is talking to me I’m done with this life thanks again
Do you attend meetings of any kind?
Hey man don’t you quit on those kids… I don’t know if you belive in God but I know I have been at your point got drunk felt the same way you do and put a gun in my mouth for some reason a 2 friends of mine walked in at 1 am . How did they know I needed them I never called..God has a plan and those kids will need you I promise you that . When the time is right they will be back in your life work on you in the mean time keep yourself busy idle mind is the devil’s playground take this time to better yourself take this time, so that when the children do see you again, they will be overwhelmed with joy, and proud of who you have become. Please don’t give up
I know what I know and I been where you are . I hope this message finds you in time🙏