Today I’m over this sober fucking living shit

Recovery
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Today I’m over this sober fucking living shit.

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#3

What’s going on Tiffany?

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Ditto

#6

Trying to get used to this sober living house I'm at.. good luck to all of you...

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#8

Sober living houses mostly suck :cowboy_hat_face:trying to get enough $$$ together to get my own place​:cowboy_hat_face:

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#9

It’s good to vent. However; making decisions while angry is not wise.

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#10

I can't tell you how many times I felt that way. Follow the next though. Chase that mental rabbit to the end destination. It should remind you why you are sober.

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#11

Whenever I have a case of the FUCK ITS! I try to remember what got me to my sobriety. Depression and detoxing myself time and time again because I thought I could drink was not worth it to me. Just remember that there are people that care about you and are happy that are sober. I’ll be sending positive vibes your way!

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#12

What's going on?

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#13

Why?

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#14

So somehow we have to do things in sobriety we don’t want to do including staying sober. Your in a place where there are a bunch of addicts that want to use but maybe can’t use. Plus everyone’s emotions are amplified including your own. Your body and brain are now making excuses for you to go back out. Your left brain is comming up with ideas for your right brain so you can sign off on your own bullsht excuse. This sobriety sht is an inside job. No external thing can get us sober or keep us sober. I always tell myself I can’t go back to the chaos of my addiction and I don’t want to die. The worst thing we get back in sobriety is our opinion. You just got to do it as only actions speak now, your words don’t mean anything to anyone anymore. How many times can you say your sorry and never do anything about it so then everyone just writes you off unfortunately.

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#15

It beats the alternative every time tho

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#17

I read this as a frustration with sober living, not sobriety. Sober Living has a long and detailed history of unfortunate side effects. It’s a building full of addicts in a controlled environment with strict rules and harsh consequences. If you’ve ever been to a “lively” meeting I think you can imagine that disagreement and conflict is bound to occur.

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#18

You look young and the world has been turned upside down socially with covid. Both make it hard I’m sure.

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