Today I make the very first step to my millionth attempt at sobriety. It's even more hard for me today because my past childhood tramas have come back to haunt me in the form of a photograph showing my abuser and the person who sent me the picture says I look just like son of a b**** and it's hard to think that I would look so much like a person who has caused me so much harm and yet I just don't want to get high. I mean don't give me wrong I do I really f****** want to get high and just push it all away again but I can't keep doing that to myself I am better than that I am worth being happy and if that means that I have to be miserable right now then so be it. One day at a time this too shall pass.
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