Today im feeling regret. I quit smoking for 4 months then went back thinking it would only be on the weekends and it turned into a full addiction all over again
I’ve done the same thing time after time for a number of years. Weed can absolutely be addictive both physically and emotionally. I never could control it. Once I started back again, I eventually found myself back in the same old sh!tty whole once again. Learning to live without has been tough, but I’m going on 41 months this time around. It can be done. I still desire it, but I’ve been able to build a life that I’m fairly happy with. I practice a daily recovery program so that my mind doesn’t f$ck with me and lie to me. I suggest you try and do the same. We need to protect ourselves from starting again, because it’s everywhere these days.
Thankyou so much for sharing.
You have came so far
Same thing has happened to me a few times just don't give up
Ashley... Don't beat yourself up. At least you learned from it (I hope). Knock that 
off and get on track. You got this. I believe in you.
Thank-you so much 