Today is day 103. I remember when day one was tough. I remember how hard it was to go into rehab. I remember not wanting to realize I was powerless to the drink. I remember my ex having to put my kids through trauma therapy because of me. I remember losing all of my friends, but the day I remember most is when I was so drunk and so sick, and I looked to my friend and said three words that changed my life forever, "I need help..."