Today is day 1219 from my doc however I don’t know how to feel about it because the for last year I’ve been so disconnected to my recovery and ultimately myself. I’ve given in to other false comforts. Part of me feels like I should restart my tracker because it feels half-hearted.Ugh I feel embarrassed to admit it. I am grateful that Im becoming more involved with the recovery community and have been attending online meetings. It’s giving me space to reflect and learn on how I got back here. But also to remember how great I felt when I fully surrendered my life choices around recovery. Thanks for giving me a safe space to share 
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@melissa185643 
CONGRATULATIONS on your 1219 days of sobriety. I get it as long as you didn't relapse
Congratulations on your successes! Stay with it and keep counting the days. I'm glad you're getting involved with a sober community. Stay strong and best of wishes for you.
M, ebbs & flows. You’re smart for not drifting too far away. Glad ur back!
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Hi Melissa:
I totally understand. At 3-4 years, recovery involvement was up and down for me. I remained sober but got into overeating and some other unhealthy non substance use behaviors. I got a new sponsor and worked through several books with my sponsor on a weekly basis. It took a lot of work, but I am back connected and just hit 5 years. Reach out if you want to chat☺️. You can do this🙏🏽
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@alicia412342 Thanks girl your words give me hope that this too shall pass as long as I put the work in 
congrats on the 5 years!