Today is day one again. So I am going

Recovery
#1

Today is day one again. So I am going to admit that I have a disease. I am an addict and an alcoholic. I can’t do this alone. I need help.

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#2

You are not alone. I know people who can tile a floor with AA white chips just to be a great sponsor. Day 2 is tomorrow. I believe in you!

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#3

Thank you.

#4

You got this!! Don’t give up!! :yellow_heart:

#5

Thank you! I need to get through this. I’m so miserable.

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#6

I definitely understand that feeling! It’s only been 6 days for me and all I’ve really done was cry because whyyy can’t I just get it together.. but WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS!!

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#7

Thank you! Congratulations on 6 days! How do you feel?

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#8

Thank you! Honestly a part of me feels empowered but on the other hand I’m terrified

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#9

It’s very scary to think of quitting! Keep it up! 6 days is huge!

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#10

Your post helped me, sorry if that seems inappropriate- I am terrified of hitting day one again- it really is always on my mind , thank you for sharing and sticking with us and being real

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#11

Thank you!

#13

Not inappropriate at all. I’m glad I’m not the only one with this fear. But we will make it. Just gotta take it one day at a time

#14

Good deal. Get to a meeting.

#15

Me too first day

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#16

You can all do it! You will find a ton of support here. I'm coming up on 2 years and 6 months. I was every bit as terrified but it gets easier. And your lives will be better every day.

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#17

Thank you Brian.

#18

I do know my life will be better. It’s just overcoming the desire that always gets me.

#19

I understand. Don't let it beat you. You are becoming free. You will make your own choices and you will feel empowered, energized, and independent to a degree that you will soon realize. All that good stuff is there for you... Take it, embrace it and be you again. All of you will.

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#20

I’m praying for you to find your way!

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Kathy