Today marks 4 years since my dad passed away.. having

Today marks 4 years since my dad passed away.. having a tough time.. Christmas has been depressing every year and this year I’m sober.. but I am close to callin it…. I’ve been 8 months clean but goodness this sucks..
This is a pic of my dad and my daughter…
Anyway I just had to let it out I guess.. hope everyone is having a good night