Today os day Number 1 for me and im having a rough time. Im coming off meth and alcohol and im just having such a rough time fighting these cravings. I went for anwalk thinking that would help but its the only thing i keep thinking about. Am i honestly capable of doing this?? Im not sure why its so hard please help! Any suggestions are welcome
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Day 1 is the toughest, Zack, but it’s also the start of something totally incredible. Super proud of you! KEEP GOING!
I caved in with the alcohol unfortunately but not the meth... It's hard trying to quit everything at once.. it's to much to bare especially when doing this on your own and no support. The last couple times I quit this is how I had to do it. I guess it's steps in the right direction though.. I'm not gonna beat myself up about it cause I've been doing that way to much lately. I'm gonna be positive about it and say hey your 50 percent is better than 0 percent. I want to give in and call my plug to get a bag but I'm not gonna give in as much as I want to cause the person I'm around is high, and it makes me want to get high. I need to look at this person and ask myself is that the life you want?? It isn't! I'm gonna take the little progress I made today and build on it.