Today, right now im greatful the pain is subsiding. The short of a long story i was tired of the pain. I drank more and more to try and stop the pain. I came to realize my drinking was the biggest factor in the physical pain i was suffering. So i quit and over the past 14 days the physical pain has drastically subsided. Right now that is enough to keep me sober, while i begin to work on the mental side of my pain and addiction.
