Today starts day 5. Do you ever wake up not thinking about alcohol, or how maybe you could have just 1 drink?
I can’t so no.
Well that's not encouraging 
We are without defense against the first drink. I can’t have it, so I don’t think about it. Are you involved with AA?
Hey Heather! I’m with Shawn. I don’t necessarily wake up thinking about alcohol, but I work a daily program of recovery. My morning daily routine is to pray and meditate. During this time I’m asking for help to keep me sober, and praying for everyone here on Loosid, everyone in AA, and all others with this disease to be blessed with sobriety as well. So, I’m not wanting to or craving a drink. I’m reminding myself that I’m powerless over alcohol, and asking for help and guidance so that I don’t get any crazy ideas during the day. Believe me, you don’t want to totally forget about it. I’ve done that before. It worked for a while, but then 
One is not enough.nether is 10,000.have one and not knowing whether I would make it back.any time is not worth losing.go to meetings and meet people and friends. Aa. Org . It will go a way a little . We all ways want to remember your last drink or drink.aa 
I wake up proud because I stayed sober the night before. Another day in the books telling booze who’s boss! I’m loving sobriety so far 
I'll also say that things got easier for me as time went on. Those dreams of having just one are still there, but if I can bring myself back to the moment, I can do it one day at a time.
All the best!