Today was a hard one. I emptied the home

Today was a hard one. I emptied the home I worked so hard to get and lost because of my disease. I’ve lost everything. Now starting fresh where it all started in the home I grew up in. The unknown ahead scares the sh*t out of me. I’m too old for this. I’m mad at myself for taking so long to accept I had a problem. I’m feeling the weight of so much right now but I’m sober I’m healthy and I’m safe.

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I've been thru the same cause of my disease. I was just told today at a meeting from a mentor. To stop talking about why it took me so long to finally get this simple program. Just focus on today! Tomorrow will be 2 yrs worth of days. So tomorrow I'm going to try and quit beating myself up. It really is a waste of time I guess

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Your safe!

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You can’t change the past. You have the rest of your life to build a future you won’t regret. Stay the course. Wishing you strength and success.

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