Today would have been my sister’s 49th birthday and i miss her so much. I dont want to drink but im sad. She was my strength in the first few weeks of myrecovery path
We’re here for you. My g condolences. Send a dm anytime ok. Keep your head up. 
May God fill you with peace. Father God, bring Angie's heart to Yours and hold her close. Speak Your sovereign Truth to her, and fill her with Your Spirit that she may experience joy in You in this life. This we pray in the Name of Your Son our Savior Jesus Christ in the power of Your Spirit, amen.
Anniversary days of losses are emotionally hard. Thank you for sharing that you felt sad and didn't want to drink. I've learned that I can have the hard feelings about losses and stay sober too.
Hugs & Peace 
That was her birthday her anniversary is August 2 both day I’m not looking forward to 
Angie, as you said, she was a big part of your recovery, and she gave you strength early on. When these feelings come up, they will. Keep in mind the concern and love she had for your sobriety and how she helped you through that struggle. Honor her and you by staying true to yourself and your sobriety.
I hope you find peace we are always here for you if you need anything