TodayI’m 4 weeks & 2 days clean from my first relapse in 3 yrs & 3 months! I allowed myself to not pick up the phone & call my sponsor when I was struggling. I lied to people that reached out. My pride & ego is going to kill me one day. I have almost 8 yrs without a drink of alcohol but twice I’ve relapsed when i get to 3 yrs & 3 months free from cocaine. I dont ever think about picking up alcohol but it seems like i have a 3 yr itch. I hate that im an addict some days i dont want to think about sobriety. I know i cant take a day off from working my program but some days i wish i could. PLEASE HAVE A SAFE & CLEAN 24hrs
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