Tomorrow is gonna be a cluster f*ck ,I can already feel it. My Inlaws are the worst. Literally no time planned for dinner so I don't even know when to start making sides and I do not like being rushed. I'm so irritated 
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You got this girl! You’re a beast, and a darn sober one at that! Don’t let those demons win girl! 
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This is definitely the old Lily messing with you. Sit with these feelings and recognize where they come from. Usually it’s fear. Maybe it’s fear that it turn out well? Fear that they won’t like you? F&ck the fear! Regardless of all the bs surrounding tomorrow, all you do is have to show up and be the best version of yourself that you can be at this moment. That is good enough. Stay sober, be present, and screw the rest.
To give you a little hope, this is my 5th sober Thanksgiving. Family gatherings are very much not my thing. However, each year has gotten better and better. It will for you too…ODAAT. Give yourself a hug. Give yourself a break as you let go of the old and welcome in the new. It’s a process
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