Tonight has been tough to choose clarity small triggers make me want to smoke MJ & then I remember avoidance isn’t acceptance and inevitably I will need to face myself I can only cork the sinking boat for so long. So many cons come with Being high like now being high makes me anxious, being high numbs not only the bad but the good of me and being high will not provide a resolution or aide my healing process. Gotta remember in 15 minutes maybe even less the emotion will be gone and to face it will be strengthening and conditioning for future occurrences it will only get better cause I said so.
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