Tonight will be night 4 of not drinking. It isn't the first 3 days I've done but I'm more proud this time since my mental state is more prepared to go longer this time. I'm not in the best spot in life but I have so much to live for and I'm finally feeling done with all the icky things that come with the excessive drinking. I'm glad to be scared to be stuck in a drunk spot, so glad to not be hungover and ruining things the following day. My babies are my priority and I'm showing up for them in more ways now. I can't wait til the drink isn't showing up in my dreams anymore like it's some emotional support thing. I will be having drinks when I get together with my bestie once in a while, but more conscious and careful so I don't kill my body. I'm sick of being sick and in pain, and exhausted.. always saying it's other things causing it when it's the vicious cycle of feeling like garbage - to drinking to feel better and have fun or stay awake or going to sleep - to feeling worse than before - and so on. Even if we have to keep trying again, let's do it. Rock on
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Your doing Good one day at a time
You got this just take it one day at a time or like me I take it one second at a time