Hi my names Kelley and I'm a recovering heroin addict. I'll be clean 9 years on june 24. I'm struggling for the first time in many years as i just lost my mother 6 months ago and 3 ofmy grandchildren (into cps) a week ago. Thoughts of using are being batted around inside my head...unbidden and unwanted. Any suggestions on how to deal with these all at once happenings? Also, my daughter left her husband a month ago and , you guessed it, moved back in with er 3 children (13,11 & 7) i need a vacation somewhere sunny and quiet lo. Really am struggling to find the balance. Please help...
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You just said it, go on a vacation, somewhere different and new. A healthy distraction is what you need.
Losing our Moms is hard. It's uncharted. Nothing prepares you. For me, I struggled just to breathe. I spiraled. I found my footing though, and am here to tell you it's possible. You did amazing just by reaching out. I think a vacation is a great idea. Sometimes we have to throw all we have into staying sober but it's worth it. Praying for you. 