“If I stay, I’ll never want to leave” I heard that on a movie the other night and I had a flashback, the day my ex-boyfriend came to get his things. That’s what he said to me. We continued to stay in touch and the last time we saw each other was last September on his birthday. I miss him so much. Living in a small town sucks because there are times when I see him drive by. He was the one that made me open my eyes to my alcoholism, had I never met him, I might still be a drunk. I’m 9 months sober, working the steps with a sponsor and attend meetings each week. When I do think about taking another drink, I remind myself of all the work I’ve done and I cannot go backwards. I love my sober life. 
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Quality post. Yeah it’s gonna take a bit for that obsession to subside. But you work those steps and you’ll be amazed. 10th step promises of neutrality will come true. Good luck and thanks for the read
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