Trust and where I could place it

There have been events that have happened a fair bit ago that in many ways cause me to take my will back. I took my trust away from the god of my understanding and the program. Even though I stayed, gone to meetings and read what I needed to read. I stopped putting trust in the process. It was getting the way of me living a full and wonderful life.
Today I am learning to put trust in the god of my understanding so that I may once again move;
“at the speed of trust”
Because the god of my understanding has never let me down.